Chapter 4: Cesarean Section, Part Four

Li Hualin truly felt at a loss for words. In the end, he simply said, "You just barely escaped death and bore my child—I won’t hold it against you. Say whatever you want, believe whatever you want, but I never did it."

With that, as if offended, he turned and walked away.

It was actually better for him to leave; Chu Yunli had been exhausted these days and needed proper rest.

What she didn’t know was that after Li Hualin left, he went straight to the study. Not long after, a furtive figure also slipped in—it was the wet nurse, Zhang.

“Take me away,” she whispered.

Li Hualin looked up at her and rubbed his forehead. “Alright.”

Zhang let out a sigh of relief but still felt uneasy. Hesitantly, she asked, “Do you think Mei can survive?”

Li Hualin wished she wouldn’t. It was said that women rarely lived long after a cesarean, yet Luo Mei seemed to be growing stronger, really might live. He frowned. “Hard to say.”

“She already suspects you,” Zhang said through clenched teeth. “Maybe you should...” But she stopped herself, realizing this wasn’t her affair. She turned to the window and repeated, “Take me away.”

Li Hualin nodded. He had long suspected that Luo Mei doubted something between him and Zhang Yingying, and this matter was too risky to dig into.

He changed his clothes and ordered a carriage to be prepared.

He wanted to send her off quickly to avoid complications. But just as he explained his plan to the steward, the man looked troubled.

“The master said he’s grateful to the wet nurse for taking care of the young master these days and wants to thank her personally,” the steward said, then glanced at a flustered Zhang Yingying. “The master is sincere, and from what I know of him, there will be a generous reward. Your family is struggling, so it’s better to stay a few more days, think of it as helping out. Besides, you’ll get paid.”

Zhang Yingying’s eye twitched. Li Hualin wanted to send her home, but Luo Mei never agreed.

She felt something bad was about to happen. “I miss the baby. I want to go back immediately. Steward, could you urge them for me?”

The steward shook his head. “There’s too much going on at home. Both masters are unwell. I wouldn’t dare bother them. It’s best you stay and don’t run off.”

After the steward left, the two in the study exchanged glances.

Leaving was impossible.

If the steward said so, and Zhang Yingying insisted on leaving—she had left her child behind to become a wet nurse because her family was poor. Now that the steward promised a reward, refusing money would make anyone suspicious.

“Hualin, this cannot go on,” Zhang said.

Li Hualin knew it too. He was panicked, even considering killing both of them outright.

Seeing him silent, Zhang bit her lip and whispered, “Maybe you should just do it all or nothing...”

“No,” Li Hualin cut her off, his voice barely audible but laced with rage. “If I hurt them, it’s to make life better for us. Now that woman suspects me and has even reported me to the authorities. Even if no one is watching, if something happens to the father and daughter, I won’t escape.”

He had no intention of sacrificing himself for them.

After all, he bore no grudge against the father and daughter; he was doing this to survive, not to land himself in jail.

Zhang Yingying wanted to persuade him otherwise but saw the bloodshot fury in his eyes—the kind that could erupt at any moment—and gave up.

* * *

Chu Yunli reported to the authorities but did not attempt to harm Li Hualin, knowing his temper.

If he were tied up, he might panic and act rashly. For now, all she could do was fret in silence, letting him stew in anxiety.

Indeed, Luo’s father had sent people to search the countryside, and Li Hualin said he would look too.

But the former was genuinely seeking the midwife, while the latter had other motives.

The midwife did live with relatives on the outskirts, keeping to herself like a new bride. Only a few households knew she had visited.

There were no secrets in the village. Luo’s father was determined and dispatched clever, well-funded men. Within two days, they had located the midwife.

Since the midwife’s fate concerned the head of the household, the men dared not act rashly. They watched the house closely and reported back.

At that moment, Luo’s father was in his daughter’s room.

Suddenly realizing his son-in-law was no good, Luo’s father felt a deep sorrow. Yet, as his daughter was improving, this weighed less heavily on him. His mood was relatively better.

After hearing the steward’s report, Luo’s father stood abruptly. “Bring her back to me.”

Chu Yunli narrowed her eyes. “Father, have them ask Li Hualin’s men to help. Better to hand her over to him.”

Luo’s father frowned in disapproval. “What if he silences her?”

Chu Yunli smiled and retorted, “Doesn’t the midwife deserve to die?”

The midwife had cut her open—she deserved death. Luo’s father frowned again, disagreeing. “We should just arrest her and send her to the magistrate’s office...”

“Li Hualin is cunning. She might escape if we do that,” Chu Yunli insisted. She was certain he was the culprit, but the officials did not see it that way. To outsiders, the couple appeared devoted, a model pair in town. Ultimately, the blame might fall on the midwife, which was not Chu Yunli’s intention.

Luo’s father fell silent, probing, “What do you suggest?”

Chu Yunli’s eyes gleamed meaningfully. “I’m waiting for him to silence the midwife after receiving her.”

Having blood on his hands, especially under Chu Yunli’s watchful eye, escaping was a fool’s dream.

Luo’s father’s expression was complicated. “Is it really him?”

Having lived under the same roof for years, he truly regarded his son-in-law as family.

Chu Yunli tilted her head. “Father, if it weren’t him, after receiving the midwife, he would have no reason to hide her. He’d deliver her straight to the magistrate... He values me so much that he married into my family. Isn’t that so?”

Luo’s father suddenly understood.

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